So I'm pretty excited =], me and James have been dating for a year this Sunday, and I couldn't be any happier.
Also, im pretty mad at my mom. She is so retarded. Her ex told me today that she had gotten her disability money... I haven't heard from her in a month. So I figure thats why, because I asked her for money, and she wont even respond to me. So whatever, im pretty tired of dealing with her not even making an attempt to be in my life. Im not about to try to make any sort of attempt, just for the simple fact that she hasn't been a part of mine at all.
But I'm pretty much loving my life. Plain and Simple.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
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Today has been MUCH better than yesterday, thank God!!
So my whole car issue, its not as bad as I thought, its not going to be the transmission, so it wont be near as much as i planned. So hopefully, I can still go to Gatlinburg next weekend, I just wont be able to spend as much as I wanted to unless I sell my nook. I really hope I can.
If I do go, I have made promise to myself that I really need to start saving money. I mean what if something happens, emergency wise, how am i gonna make it on 400 bucks? I need some sort of like cushion, like i 3 or 4 thousand dollar cushion. Idk I guess its just hard for me, because i always want to spend money. Just not on things I dont want, like this car.
Im just glad things are better than I thought =]
So my whole car issue, its not as bad as I thought, its not going to be the transmission, so it wont be near as much as i planned. So hopefully, I can still go to Gatlinburg next weekend, I just wont be able to spend as much as I wanted to unless I sell my nook. I really hope I can.
If I do go, I have made promise to myself that I really need to start saving money. I mean what if something happens, emergency wise, how am i gonna make it on 400 bucks? I need some sort of like cushion, like i 3 or 4 thousand dollar cushion. Idk I guess its just hard for me, because i always want to spend money. Just not on things I dont want, like this car.
Im just glad things are better than I thought =]
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
You Don't Realize That...
Life comes at you fast, and when it does, it hurts...even the smallest things get to me.
So today, I was going to get James from school. I noticed my car sounded funny, like it wasn't shifting at all...My car is fucked and so is my trip to Gatlinburg next weekend. You have absolutely no idea how depressed I am about this. Im probably gonna have to spend like 400 bucks to get my car fixed so i can even go. James cant get the money more than likely. so im just gonna call and cancel my reservation, its not worth the stress. Nothing ever works out the way I want them to. I just knew that if I made big plans, something wouldnt work out. And here I go...=\ Other than that, today still hasnt been good, except the fact i got my hair cut. Today was my day off, I still went into work anyway. Everything is fucked there too, printers wont work, internet wont work, the place is trashed!! One thing right after the other today.
God I hope tomorrow is better.
FML.
So today, I was going to get James from school. I noticed my car sounded funny, like it wasn't shifting at all...My car is fucked and so is my trip to Gatlinburg next weekend. You have absolutely no idea how depressed I am about this. Im probably gonna have to spend like 400 bucks to get my car fixed so i can even go. James cant get the money more than likely. so im just gonna call and cancel my reservation, its not worth the stress. Nothing ever works out the way I want them to. I just knew that if I made big plans, something wouldnt work out. And here I go...=\ Other than that, today still hasnt been good, except the fact i got my hair cut. Today was my day off, I still went into work anyway. Everything is fucked there too, printers wont work, internet wont work, the place is trashed!! One thing right after the other today.
God I hope tomorrow is better.
FML.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
So I Was Talking To Tarah About This...
Anddd, here I go.
So I really don't know what to do on this thing, so lets just talk about life.
I really don't have much of one. All I do is work and see James. But I can't really complain because I'm gettin' paid and gettin' laid! Ha. No but really, that's all I do.
So me and James will be dating for a year the 25th, which is next Sunday, of which we are going to Gatlinburg for the weekend. I've rented us a nice condo, with money I probably dont havee =\ Oh well. It's nice to get away from this redneck town and go to another redneck town I guess.
I really need James to get a job, bad. He is eighteen years old for crying out loud, but I really dont blame him, i blame his herpes infested mother. When he was like 13 or 14, he started smoking, doing drugs, drinking, going to the club, etc,. And she didn't give a rats ass, which is absolutely horrible. She says she wants to be her kids friends, but you just cant. There is a difference between you children and your friends. I would assume that you would want to take care and protect your children as much as you possibly could, i mean i'd be that way anyway. And I'm sure anyone in their right mind would too. Obvioulsy she's not. But since me and him have met, he's straightened out alot. He no longer does any of that, and I'm very proud of him. He does go to Central, but that doesnt make him a bad kid. At Southwestern, he had pretty bad grades, for the simple fact he has ADHD, and couldn't concentrate because he knew sooo many people there. At Central he doesn't. He's doing veryy good in school, and I'm super proud of him. =]
So, work today was fun =\.
Work is never fun. Some of the most nastiest people come in there, and stink it all up. We have all kinds of sniffys in the wall to try to make it smell nice. But people I guess don't have the decency to take a shower before coming out into the public...WHY!?!
This town is fucked up, thats all im saying.
One more thing, im getting a haircut tomorrow because its a thick as a horses tail.
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So I really don't know what to do on this thing, so lets just talk about life.
I really don't have much of one. All I do is work and see James. But I can't really complain because I'm gettin' paid and gettin' laid! Ha. No but really, that's all I do.
So me and James will be dating for a year the 25th, which is next Sunday, of which we are going to Gatlinburg for the weekend. I've rented us a nice condo, with money I probably dont havee =\ Oh well. It's nice to get away from this redneck town and go to another redneck town I guess.
I really need James to get a job, bad. He is eighteen years old for crying out loud, but I really dont blame him, i blame his herpes infested mother. When he was like 13 or 14, he started smoking, doing drugs, drinking, going to the club, etc,. And she didn't give a rats ass, which is absolutely horrible. She says she wants to be her kids friends, but you just cant. There is a difference between you children and your friends. I would assume that you would want to take care and protect your children as much as you possibly could, i mean i'd be that way anyway. And I'm sure anyone in their right mind would too. Obvioulsy she's not. But since me and him have met, he's straightened out alot. He no longer does any of that, and I'm very proud of him. He does go to Central, but that doesnt make him a bad kid. At Southwestern, he had pretty bad grades, for the simple fact he has ADHD, and couldn't concentrate because he knew sooo many people there. At Central he doesn't. He's doing veryy good in school, and I'm super proud of him. =]
So, work today was fun =\.
Work is never fun. Some of the most nastiest people come in there, and stink it all up. We have all kinds of sniffys in the wall to try to make it smell nice. But people I guess don't have the decency to take a shower before coming out into the public...WHY!?!
This town is fucked up, thats all im saying.
One more thing, im getting a haircut tomorrow because its a thick as a horses tail.
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